So I think I will share my experiences as an expectant mommy these last couple of months :] Have you ever wondered how you can love something so small & not even see it yet? Well I discovered this feeling when I found out I was pregnant. I have never loved something so much, someone I can call my own. His life depends on me & keeping him healthy. When hes born it takes 2. My tummy is getting hard especially at the top. I can feel him moving around every now & then. sometimes not at the greatest moments trying to sleep lol but the thing that made it so real that me & aaron were having a baby.. together is when we heard the heart beat. It was so breath taking & so sweet & innocent I really could have cried. Then Getting your 1st ultrasound its crazy! Especially when its only your mom that cries ! Something so precious & seeing his little head. Then the doc. determining the sex of your baby. Being a male or female is really 2 different life styles & to find out what kind of life style your baby will have its incredible. The emotions oh man, especially having a boy you have testostrone running through you too. & i swear hes gonna be just like his dad! I never knew you could love someone so much & so tiny in just a few months. When you become a mommy or a daddy im sure its about the same. Its an unbelieveable feeling. I love my little guy so much!
March 30th, If you havent realized pregnant women can be very testy, over emotional & there mood can change in a flash, even if its over something so little & stupid. :] & can be very scarcastic just thought id fill you in.
April 2nd, I love my life, I love my tiny family. I thank god for the life ive been blessed with. I cant wait to see my little boy, & i cant wait to see the look on aarons face, That is the day that will truely be the best day of my life, the day i get to meet my little boy after 9 long months of waiting, & to see the look of joy & happiness & love fill aarons face. I cant wait. Im 20 weeks & 1 day. Dont get me wrong I could honestly go for some time on my own every now & then but thats my way of getting through things. Today at school we watched the assembly of drunk driving & parents telling there story about there children being takin away, I put myself in there shoes & I realized so many different things. I wish no harm to any family. Especially loosing a child. But its not about just drunk driving, its about loosing your family or friends over something little that can be prevented. I thank god for what I have & that he has givin back to me, after all those long years of praying. Im so blessed. Thank you. :]
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