well its been a while huh ?

Well its been way to long since I've updated I guess you get kind of overwhelmed being a new parent huh ? Almost 7 months after carter is born & im updating this thing! haha Well little dude has 2 bottom teeth in. He is crawling & has said mama once. When he cries he goes mamamamama. Carter is the sparkle to my eye!! He is an awesome baby. This summer im going to ohio cause were moving out of this crap hole california! Woot woot. Well if anything major hapens with carter I will update. Thanks for reading :]

Hello there :]

Hello bloggers, nothing really to say suprisingly. Im trying to let things go in one ear & out the other but it is quite hard. Trying to bite my tounge. I just got done making some confetti cupcakes & boy are they yummy i mad them for the choir ladies. I have finals the rest of the week & im starting to get my room ready for the baby as of tomorrow. Here i go into mommy mode. I have the babies stuff organized into months etc. I just want him to get here already !! Going to texas sometime & trying to get my classes in order for next year. Hows everyone doing ? I hope all is well. but im off of here cupcake time again!

Update!

Hello there :] Theres some sonograms of my little guy! well not much to say; been going to school all week. arizona was good spend most of it at the hotel in the pool or jacuzzi tub in the room. I had a blast. Its gonna be a bummer this summer when hails leaves :[ at least she wont be far away; anywho! I have another doctors appt. on the 26th there drawing blood doing the sugars test etc. Thanks to mommy my room is so much more organized. I cant wait for him to get here im so ready! Its amazing how you can love something so much; & not even meet them yet! He is so loved already; not just by my family but my closest friends. I thank god every day that i have the people in my life that I do. They are my support system & im pretty sure i would have gone crazy without them. & aarons family especially aarica is so helpful :] & amber shes awesome; always there if you just need to talk. Im glad its his sisters especially cuz ive known them. My mom is the best support system though; i love her to death & wouldnt be able to do this without her. I love you mommy. well i think thats it for today; still sick unfortunately! Talk at yall later!


Love;
Blaikly & little dude.

Getting sick sucks!

well another blog today i guess, im on a roll! well theres "swine flu" going around. its kind of ridiculous. If we know where its coming from then why dont we shut down the borders till its done, & i mean completely done going around. Why risk the health here in america when we have illegals coming over here every day & we dont know what there bringing with them! ughh it just bugs me that there willing to keep borders open when you have people over here getting sick from something in another country, deal with it. fix it some how some way. Practice good health. just really bugs me! probably because my allergies are rollin in but im just paranoid. i just dont wanna catch the stupid thing especially being so close to the dumb border & the school isnt taking percautions. whatever anway! Leaving for arizona tomorrow it should be fun.

Well hello there.

Hello Hello Hello ! Im back again, eeeh what a day.. well a very long last 2 weeks, weve been taking tests for the school even though it doesnt effect us personally ive actually been trying on these instead of blowing them off. Its been a very long too weeks 2 hours of testing then go to 3 of our classes for an hour & a half. how ridiculous? Id rather go to testing then 3 classes until 12 then go home, there draining us a couple of weeks before schools out & then gonna drain us again with finals! Oh well..! Went to patrick & pauls today, went to the baseball game & then cut paulies hair. Then came home & relaxed with mommy & larry. I actually slept great last night, these last couple of nights have been horrible but i didnt have my fan on so i think thats what was wrong. Talked to aarica a couple of times the last cpl of days, shes gonna send me some baby stuff which is WONDERFUL! Im so glad that his family is there for me also! :] Anywho.. my back has been killing me but im just glad it didnt start sooner. Only a cpl of more months to go, & if i dont go into labor before 41 weeks they will induce me, Little guy is doing great, good strong heart beat he is breach though but im sure he will change by the time i go into labor. Im going to vages this weekend with Patrick & Pauls family, me haili austin paul deborah & dennis are goin to yuma fun. This whole swine flu outbreak is ridiculous hope it comes to a stop soon! But be cautious people wash your hands, stay away from sick people, you dont want to put yourself at risk for infection! Stay safe :] dont spread germs! Wash your hands, cover your caugh cover your sneeze & throw your tissues away! Dont share drinks with sick people! just be cautious :] & vitamin C oh & vinegar & honey works wonders.. so my mom says.. But hope all is well, im done blogging for the night! Goodnight!

Love,
Us

April 26th. he loves to move!

Well recently ive been getting sooo much movement, i love it! only when its not when im sleeping lol but i have grown so much over this amount of time being pregnant with my little guy, learned so much. Its amazing how your views over so many things can change, especially if your little bundle of joy hasnt arrived yet.. its time for some people to grow up. Yesterday I was fixing my blog up & mommy got to feel him move around more then once. First time she got to feel him was on Easter but wasnt movin to much. He likes it when its quiet & im relaxed which i love too. Me austin mom & haili put the bassinet up its sooo cute! & When he gets to big for that were gonna get him a crib. Only a year left in this yucky state.. i cant wait to leave. Hopefully we get the east coast. But we have been stocking up on clothes for the little guy & ive even thought of a diff new name. instead of the others i had picked out. But keeping it quiet i dont want a name that some1elses kid i know has that name or any reminder of some1 i know. I want it to be unique & differnt :] but i guess thats all for today mom & larry are in temecula & im home alone.. maybe gonna go hang out with paul & hails.

Love Blaikly & little guy !

First blog

So I think I will share my experiences as an expectant mommy these last couple of months :] Have you ever wondered how you can love something so small & not even see it yet? Well I discovered this feeling when I found out I was pregnant. I have never loved something so much, someone I can call my own. His life depends on me & keeping him healthy. When hes born it takes 2. My tummy is getting hard especially at the top. I can feel him moving around every now & then. sometimes not at the greatest moments trying to sleep lol but the thing that made it so real that me & aaron were having a baby.. together is when we heard the heart beat. It was so breath taking & so sweet & innocent I really could have cried. Then Getting your 1st ultrasound its crazy! Especially when its only your mom that cries ! Something so precious & seeing his little head. Then the doc. determining the sex of your baby. Being a male or female is really 2 different life styles & to find out what kind of life style your baby will have its incredible. The emotions oh man, especially having a boy you have testostrone running through you too. & i swear hes gonna be just like his dad! I never knew you could love someone so much & so tiny in just a few months. When you become a mommy or a daddy im sure its about the same. Its an unbelieveable feeling. I love my little guy so much!

March 30th, If you havent realized pregnant women can be very testy, over emotional & there mood can change in a flash, even if its over something so little & stupid. :] & can be very scarcastic just thought id fill you in.

April 2nd, I love my life, I love my tiny family. I thank god for the life ive been blessed with. I cant wait to see my little boy, & i cant wait to see the look on aarons face, That is the day that will truely be the best day of my life, the day i get to meet my little boy after 9 long months of waiting, & to see the look of joy & happiness & love fill aarons face. I cant wait. Im 20 weeks & 1 day. Dont get me wrong I could honestly go for some time on my own every now & then but thats my way of getting through things. Today at school we watched the assembly of drunk driving & parents telling there story about there children being takin away, I put myself in there shoes & I realized so many different things. I wish no harm to any family. Especially loosing a child. But its not about just drunk driving, its about loosing your family or friends over something little that can be prevented. I thank god for what I have & that he has givin back to me, after all those long years of praying. Im so blessed. Thank you. :]